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I've been offered an chance to stay through the winter. If I did I would be here until August or October. It's not a guaranteed offer. They are just trying to assess their pool of candidates for that season. I don't think I'm going to do that at this moment but the money would be right. It may cater a bit more to someone like me, I do well in small groups. However, I don't know how well I trust my conditioning for something like that. I thought I was more than 100% ready for the summer season, and have not had an easy go of it. Also, I would have to pass a psyche evaluation and be cleared by my neurologists. It strikes me that maybe the more correct choice, given the circumstances, is to reevaluate myself for perhaps another stint down next summer, on a personal level. Maybe, take some time back in the all to familiar surroundings of the Blue Ridge Mountains and the US, see how my world is and then go from there... I simply can't decide what way to go except forward. I have faith that I could complete a winter over contract, but too many fears to take a second consecutive leap of faith. One leap got me down here, two would require wings.
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