Feeling Unstoppable

Basically just that. I'm not afraid anymore. Not of being alone in a strange place. Not of giant spider monkeys flying in from outer space and dismembering me. There is only one thing that could stop me I think, and I'm not setting myself up for that right now. Also, I'm not giving away my weakness. That'd be like Achilles walking up to you and saying, "Hey, stab me right here. Yeah, in the heel. Do it, something cool will happen!" Sorry kids, not gonna happen. I hope that my new unflappability and this invincible sensation carries over to my basketball game tomorrow night and right on through the rest of the work season, right up to when I leave this icy hell hole and just carries on with me forever. I'm confident it will. I've still got my bones to pick with this whole situation, but ultimately, there is no cause for all this to get under my skin, it's all gonna be out of sight out of mind in a few more weeks. Also, I feel great cause I did, in fact, quit smoking. It's like I feel... lighter.

Also, there are a few constant sources of inspiration that I can't thank enough. You know who you are, and if you don't, you should figure it out.